Yes, it's done!

I thanked God and I'm still thankful to God...for His goodness...for He sees this day coming...and He has prepared me to lay down all that's in my heart for him at the foot of the Cross before even this day arrives.

Indeed as this song goes, which i'm drawn to...it beats my heart's desire for God to search me, know me and try me and see...if i have truly laid it all down...at the moment when i saw him hold her hand...my heart was surprised but not all saddened surprisingly to myself too...i just hope it's his wife and not a moment of folly...but all that will be his walk with God. period for me. :)

Bro. Andy's sermon today also got me to see how the purpose for etc has swerved from the initial right direction towards the wrong one (which i confess - to catch his attn and notice of me). And this day, I have realised this wrong turn and purposefully begins to steer it back to the right and sole purpose: loving God.

It takes time and testings...a faith that is not tested cannot be 'proven' to be true and steadfast...

Since the decision was made in my heart last Sunday, somehow i knew there'll be testings and i think that indeed there were. Incidental mentions of dhim that reminds me of dhim. Testing if my obedience and desire to do what's right before God is truly committed and stands the test. Testing is good, it shows me my own heart too and let me lean more unto God for His strength. That i may lay down every burden at the foot of the Cross.