Tuesday, November 3, 2009

The lesson in applying leave...

Called up the personnel division and inquired...i confessed, i have not been honest...i withheld the part that it's seminary studies...and i'm convicted. Indeed, God did not let my conscience rest...therefore i confessed and repented. I must do this with integrity. That's the number one thing. If i don't, what the point of getting the leave and studying? If i dont speak the truth and glorify God in this, then all the rest that follow wont start right either. I don't want to go that way.

Then i realised why i have withheld the 'truth' - i have not fully trusted God to open the way. I'm still dependent on man's ways - on my own way to 'attain' the approval. I realised that i need to trust God even though man's ways does not seem viable. And in my heart, i asked God to show me how and to make a way even i can see no way. And PRAISE THE LORD!!! He immediately responded to me through Bro. Brian's call. There's another way! Indeed God opens doors we cannot see...and this is a testimony of His marvelous goodness and faithfulness! I call..He hears me...HE HEARS ME...He hears me...He affirms..and strengths my faith in Him.

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