Sometimes i wonder why do i record these things and feelings in this blog...
Is it because the feelings are so strong i can't contain it within me and i needed an avenue to let it out? ...it's weird that i somehow felt this was not what i wanted the blog to be...but perhaps this is also part of the journey God has planned for me in His perfect love and grace.
Yes, i admit i was looking out for him...maybe too much that i actually missed seeing him...so near yet so far...what an irony!
the more this happens...the more i need to anchor back on God...somehow i felt i'm the one not ready...my focus is not steadfast on God enough...i need to...i need to...before i think God will bring anyone in...
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